I renamed myself today to Chiyoye, it's Japanese for everlasting pain.
It may seem dramatic, but it is very fitting for me.
I am always going through some sort of hardship.
Ashley, is way too common of a name and I feel unique so I should have a unique name right?
I have been so bored and depressed, there really is nothing to do here. I need to get crafty.
I am also getting glasses very very soon, and I am very excited about seeing! plus they are super cute.
I have a lot to do with no way of doing it...
like get a divorce.
get tested.
take Maelay to the vet.
someone save me..
I miss having friends.
i miss you uncontrollably. im having the hardest time without you and Lauren and especially Abby. i cant get a hold of Lauren.
ReplyDeleteDystopia all day. which NEVER helps.
i fucked up.
what a pretty name.